Send me you

I may have told you, I'm very afraid of eternity, words like "endless", "forever" or "infinity". Spending the rest, "the rest of our lives", "our entire lives" together, all these monsters scared the hell out of me. Allways did. But you're making it sound pretty bareble, pretty good actually.

A couple seasons ago I would say different. I asked, searched for tons of how's and why's, why this happened, how that was. Untill discover that even messed up, it was completely distorced. And much less painful that it seemed to be.

Only we can really understand. There are sides you only show me. And you're so charming... playing guitar, when you say it, laying down, wich is rare unfortunatelly, deadly jealous and not admiting it. C-r-y-i-n-g. And our skin dance, corpse, members and mouths, warm.

Sometimes I still have doubts, some memories that come back and I should apology for sometimes crushing you, stomping you with the whole past weight, and as you said, forgiving is leave any ideas that the past could be different.

You're the one. You make me want to not stop chating, talking on the phone, writing, drawing. You're the one who would go to the balcony stare at the moon and find me there waiting. Both romeos. I feel so happy by your side, our love grows nonstop, have you notice?

We've been apart for to long. A lot of moons smiling for no reason. In one hour we'll be boyfriends for one month and it tends to 8>

"Di quem a gente não dá conta de se separar, temo é que juntar mesmo" Jéssica Emília - GO

P.S.: You know that I love you.