You feel, don't you? Feel that we're drifting far. In some strange way, inadvertently. The exchange of words we once had vanished, the endless chats, the secrets kept. It's happening, we're turning into another 'thing'. Are you done with my world? Because I'm not done with yours, and it's not because I wanna hear you whispering I love you. I really miss our laughters, I miss our terrible tries to record our cd, our insistance to understand the understandable universe, our movies, even if you sleep instead watching them.
We know, my beloved friend.
P.S.: "There's only ONE way, TWO say, those THREE words, FOUR you" (8)
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I missed some words. But I´m dying for it. As I used to. As I will always. You´re my BEST BEST BEST friend ever. I´ve never found NO ONE like you. And I love you. For who you are, for who you want to be.
I know how your voice breaks my legs...And how your face steels my air. You know, how much i miss you when i have to come back to the classroom and I would prefer stop the world. Just for be sit.
I wolk(?) up so happy. But I don´t know...I can´t really discust that.
It´s SOOO contradictory(?). I just feel like I could die any minute by your side.
We´re really far of each other.
And I do not like that. ok?
But i´m only scaried, i don´t know... There´s so much sides of ALL OF THIS...
I may be just wasting my time,
i don´t know if you read this, but.. You should know that I miss you.
I miss your teeth. haha
Actually, your voice. Your laught. Your jokes...Your breathe.
I miss sleaping at the movies...Oh YEAH i really miss this...
But like...
i know things doesn´t really have to changed. But i feel i´m not that sure how long can I take some things. See you and Ceeh, it´s weird. Parts of me accpect that and says 'that´s right! It should be this way!' i don´t know...Is easy. But another things may kill me completly.
I´m kind of confused.
And I would like to talk with you about ALL THIS...But I wouldn´t be so nice, i think so...
When I slept in your house, we didn´t spend some time together...
That´s was terrible :/
But when you said goodbye, and put your head in my chest. My heart was so insane haha...
Anyway,
I don´t think Ceeh feels ok with me... I mean with my thoughts, my dreams, whatever...
I don´t think you too feel confortable with my stupid feeling...I know we´re 'just' friends, (just is so NOT the word).
I think our friendship is different of the other I see...
Or it´s just a ilusion, but anyway...
I feel this way. I LOVE YOU.
Actually, there are A LOT of ways to tell YOU what I love you...
But I prefer words... x)
my BEST friend,
my BEST surreal,
my only one,
god, i miss this.
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