Quit the drama and watch me judge

As I don't think you wanted to sound dramatic I also don't want to sound bigheaded you know it, at least you used to - and this "used to" is getting frequent - I've read, heard and seen stuff, I read, hear and see stuff, stuff... You say so much has changed, and course as two people I need to adimit both are guilty. But as my text, I'm showing my side. It may or not be right, but at the moment it is what it is to me.
You wrote what you've never said.
You became mute when I still trusted you to keep my secrets, all of them, even the ones I couldn't tell, your right.
You seemed to avoid my company as it didn't please you anymore, your right.
It didin't had to change, but you say it changed for better, you're right?

My sensei told me a few time ago that changes always happen and come with some sort of pain, so if you're letting something change and you're gonna feel pain, change for better. In a month from best friends we turned into strangers. It don't seem better to me.

Can't you help me as I'm starting to burn
no one can save me and you know I don't want the attention (8)

I'll always wish you the best.